[It starts here v]
I know I don't always say it but I thank and appreciate all my fans and especially my friends
for watching me and even being considered a friend by them.
I know I am less then deserving of you people that call me friend and the fans that watch me.
I really have nothing special to offer in return and I can be less then a friend at times cause
of personal problems but I am truly grateful for the people that can put up with my jerkiness.
I still may feel alone and depression can hammer in that nail really hard...but I assure you
I know I have true friends in net. So much so they feel like irl.
Yesterday was my birthday. I normally feel like shit...ignored....alone and depressed over getting older....
However yesterday my friends and watchers really showed me I wasn't that alone or ignored.
A few wished me a happy birthday and some special people actually went out of their way to even gift me.
Again, I seriously don't deserve their friendship but somehow by some miracle I have gained it and
I can not thank them enough for it
These are just the few that thought I deserved to be gifted with time and/or money
and a few others that will gift me later
(will add them when they post it hehe ^ ^)
But yea~ I dont deserve anything of this but I am truly and eternally grateful to you all....thank you *tears*
[An that was the end~]